dreaming.wishing.waiting.drifting.
something was great and you didn't have the right facial expression to show it.
it was just as it was supposed to be and you didn't have the decency to enjoy it.
this was perfect and you had the audacity to pin point the very thing you tried so hard not to see.
everything was wrong and you didn't have the words or guts to speak up.
i haven't been this nervous since november.
i wish i had a treasure chest full of the necessary items to pull me through this. i don't have a treasure chest. and if i did, odds are it would be empty. it's so like me to not plan ahead. i'm always wingin it. hypothetically speaking, i still suck.
fuck this noise.
smack some sense into me.
tell me to quit thinking like a retard.
tell me to shut the fuck up.
tell me i have no reason to talk such shit and get on with it.
tell me you want me and it's fine.
it was just as it was supposed to be and you didn't have the decency to enjoy it.
this was perfect and you had the audacity to pin point the very thing you tried so hard not to see.
everything was wrong and you didn't have the words or guts to speak up.
i haven't been this nervous since november.
i wish i had a treasure chest full of the necessary items to pull me through this. i don't have a treasure chest. and if i did, odds are it would be empty. it's so like me to not plan ahead. i'm always wingin it. hypothetically speaking, i still suck.
fuck this noise.
smack some sense into me.
tell me to quit thinking like a retard.
tell me to shut the fuck up.
tell me i have no reason to talk such shit and get on with it.
tell me you want me and it's fine.