popping my cherry on lj
so its 345am and i think im quasi-insomniac...i never go to bed before 5...i should be studying for my last final..but im obviously not...well i guess i should inform whoever is reading this who i am since i didnt on my user page...im azn... somewhat proud of being one..im 18 and turning 19 in feburary...my hometown is eden prairie, but im currently in minneapolis...i live in the dorms at the university of minnesota...i think thats enough for now...i just want to go on to the ranting...hmmm..my mom recently took me back as a son...i hate her...she was a horrible mom..then to make matters somewhat worse she kicked me out when i was 18...i didnt even graduate yet..so i lived with my gf til highschool was over...money sucks...im always stressing out about it...i wish the world was perfect...i know i shouldnt be complaining cause im better off then some kids...but i worked ass off my whole life...and all i get is more depressed...for those who say stop crying emo boy..fuck you all..tell me if your dad died when you were 6 and your mom took care of you and three other siblings with the little aid from ss and welfare...tell me you had to get a job at the age of thirteen so you could help the family...tell me you had didnt have a true bestfriend...tell me you were always bullied growing up...and then i will happily not punch you in the face for saying that...of course there is plently of people with hard lives..but some people have it difficult in their own way that most people wont understand...sigh well thats nough ranting for the day...i feel great for relieving all this built up stress..ttfn