I just don't know what is going on, and i think i am doing the same thing that i have done every other time, things aren't going perfect so i'm thinking about pulling away before i get hurt, but i don't want to, i want it to work out, at least for a little while longer. Why does everything have to kinda turn to shit right when i start to be really happy with it. Will love or the possibility of love ever work for me. It seems like its always going to just be out of my reach, though i get just enough of it to make it that much worse that i don't have it. grrrrrrr.... confusing boys=poop.
Oh and go sign this petition
"Our Education is the voice of young people across the country who believe that all American children should have access to high quality education. Created as a response to the sad reality that the most critical stakeholders in education-students themselves-do not have a voice in school reform efforts, Our Education’s mission is to improve K-12 education by engaging and empowering America’s youth in a national movement for better schools."
http://www.oured.org/