no money = no london
i really don't know what to do, my dream of studying abroad seems to be completely unrealistic. I have no clue how to get the money for it and everything i try doesn't seem to be working. I seriously wish i could just win the lotto and then i wouldn't have to worry about it i could pay for it and know that i would have money to spend while i was there. I just don't see studying abroad happening... ever. and it really sucks. cuz i really want to go but i can't figure out how to go. every way i try to get money fails, and it just makes me realize that none of the things i want to do in my life are ever going to happen. maybe my dreams are just too big maybe i should just pick something smaller to strive for. I just always saw myself doing something bigger. O well, i don't really know why i ever thought i would be able to study abroad anyway.