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I'm starting to loose my faith in relationships that actually work. I keep seeing my friends and others in realtionships that seem like they are going great and yet they don't work out. Someone screws up and hurts the other one. I would like to be in a relationship that works and is real, and truthful, but I don't think they exsist anymore. They are doomed to fail, it just how it is nowadays. Im just sad. Love is loosing. I can feel myself getting more and more cynical about the idea. I want someone that I can share myself with, and they will share with me. I want someone that will be there if I need them, and I will be there for them. I want a partner. But that just doens't seem like that even happens anymore. It seems like people just set themselves up for heart break. Love isn't measured in how happy you are anymore, love is measured in the amount of angush you feel when you break up. And you will break up, becasue relationships are false. The sad thing is, I'm not just sad and in a mood, this is how I've been feeling for awhile, and more and more things keep happening to confirm it. I'm angry at people for destroying a great and amazing idea. But maybe thats all it ever was and will be, an idea. People are just not capable of being in a honest romantic relationship. the end.