fuck fuck fuck fuck

[another_mystery]

So, I think something has to change. I think it's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done. But theres a paradigm inside me, and it's starting to tilt in a new direction.

Shit, maybe I need to find religion. Maybe I need to get out of Humboldt. Maybe I should stop smoking so much pot. Maybe I need to not doubt myself so fucking much.

Stopped pretending . Happy ending.
Everything I ever wanted stands in front of me.
I have lost my dreams.
I have lost my dreams.
Now they say I told the truth.
Life beyond the burden of proof
Paper thin blue skies and windless fields.
I have lost my dreams.
I have lost my dreams.
Traffic crawling,
Life is moving,
Up through stately trees into their green leaves.
Find a new dream.
Find a new dream.
I have lost my dreams.
I have lost my dreams.