all these awkward, jump-start stalling conversations mean much more to me than anything...
"you're gonna have a connect-ti-cut knuckle sandwiche delivered."
sometimes i love my mom. really, i do. hahaha. she's in connecticut.
i hate being alone in the house at night. unless.... haha nevermind.
but, booo to that.
i have mixed feelings about everything. lots of people made a lot of valid points. i don't know which way to go with that though. it all depends on....yeah. i'm not at liberty to say. i think i have the flu or something. i've felt like i was gonna be sick all day. and i sure as hell know the effects of saturday night aren't still in my system. if so, that was damn good alcohol. but either way, like i said in that last entry, i ended up throwing it up anyway. so i'm gonna go with the flu. my mom said i felt like i had a fever before she left this morning. work is SO boring. i'm getting sick of it. and i had to wait til 2 for cori and andrea to come in to actually have a decent conversation with anyone. cori heard my stories. ahaha. i love her. and patrick. they're like...my extended family. i took alec and syd in to eat..cuz they wanted panera. that was hell. ha.
i eventually got calls from pocahotass and megan. oh, and angela. they helped me sort things out. sort of. megan, more so. cuz she saw "it" first hand. and i think she's confused about it too. just not AS confused as me. and has no reason to be, or, to care. so it's cool. but it's good to have SOME input. seriously, i get myself into the biggest ruts. crazy me. i miss having people to sit and talk with. they all live so far away from me:(
i suck.
sometimes i love my mom. really, i do. hahaha. she's in connecticut.
i hate being alone in the house at night. unless.... haha nevermind.
but, booo to that.
i have mixed feelings about everything. lots of people made a lot of valid points. i don't know which way to go with that though. it all depends on....yeah. i'm not at liberty to say. i think i have the flu or something. i've felt like i was gonna be sick all day. and i sure as hell know the effects of saturday night aren't still in my system. if so, that was damn good alcohol. but either way, like i said in that last entry, i ended up throwing it up anyway. so i'm gonna go with the flu. my mom said i felt like i had a fever before she left this morning. work is SO boring. i'm getting sick of it. and i had to wait til 2 for cori and andrea to come in to actually have a decent conversation with anyone. cori heard my stories. ahaha. i love her. and patrick. they're like...my extended family. i took alec and syd in to eat..cuz they wanted panera. that was hell. ha.
i eventually got calls from pocahotass and megan. oh, and angela. they helped me sort things out. sort of. megan, more so. cuz she saw "it" first hand. and i think she's confused about it too. just not AS confused as me. and has no reason to be, or, to care. so it's cool. but it's good to have SOME input. seriously, i get myself into the biggest ruts. crazy me. i miss having people to sit and talk with. they all live so far away from me:(
i suck.