i must have pissed on lady luck's dress or something
okay, so hte whole car thing fell through. and i shouldn't be surprised, any time i get excited about something like this, shit happens. it ended up needing a LOT more work done to it than we thought, (totally at $1900) so mom got gus to take teh car back adn i'm back at square one. i'm so pissed off at myself its not funny. i SHOULD have known better than to get excited. i'm better now than i was earlier, but i'm still not quite happy. oh well, i suppose its for the best. maybe i'll get a mattress instead?