Dec 11, 2006 00:04
I am officially the worst studier in the history of studiers. But I usually make A's somehow. This, I'm sure, will not keep up for the rest of my college life.
My room in Kernersville is the biggest mess I've ever seen. It is literally a room with a bed and then piles of clothes, blankets, shower curtains, etc around the room. All the crap that came from moving to and from the apartment. And now I am moving again right after Christmas, so what motivation do I have to clean my room? None.
There have been not-so-good things happening when it comes to family and I just wished everything would finally get figured out. My parents have both been robbed from me, one physically and the other emotionally. I feel very empty inside. Do you know what its like to be empty? Its a very weird state to be in. And for the things that do make me happy and give me joy even if for short periods of time, well, I am very greatful for them.
I applied to go onto an Alernative Spring Break trip to Washington D.C. to help homelessness and hunger and whatnot so hopefully that will go through.
So, thats all. Thanks for reading about a whole lot of nothing.