No, I'm still here & breathing.
Growing up Blows:
So me & JM are arranging to buy a house. It is near arglye. Its a small, quite neiborhood. The house is 3 bed, 1 & 1/2 bath. A nice large backyard for our gardens we always talk about having. There are some things we would like to fix / change & we will once it is ours. Its right in our price range too. A little close to our limit, but it just feel in our lap kinda... I mean we had just decided we were sick of being at home and we set a goal to get out by the end of July/ early Aug. & just look for a few houses that we liked & at condos & at possible apts. - in case the first two options fell through... we were just about to give up & check out apts when His aunt - a realestate agent sent us a listing sunday, we called her monday to go look at this house, and yester day we walked through it, & today the guy who ow ns it accepted our bid. Now we are just tring to get through the sea of paperwork that the loan requires. I'm excited & scared. I'm soo afraid we are going to go bankrupt tring to pay two cars, a morgage, and everything else life requires. But anyone who knows me knows I get paranoid easy & hate change. I always think the worst so I won't be disappointed if things turn out "no so bad". I don't want to be an old fart yet, & I don't want to not have money to go out & but stuff & have fun... but if it come to that - PLEASE SOME ONE SHOOT ME- or drage my ass out. REMEMBER TASHA $10 bucks wont break the bank once in a while. I can do a lot with 10 bucks. I could go to a movie, buy a CD- an old Cd, I could have a modest meal, I could buy an article of clothing - on clearance... I could buy 3.79 gallons of gassoline. :) & drive somewhere cool. So if you are my6 freind & you are reading this & I forget these things & say i can't hang out because... remind me of the abouve pep talk... I will be able to AFFORD $ 10 a week for fun. I can find that in my jean pockets in the laundry, or the coin jar... Bascly don't let me become "the old Married couple".
One last thing. If I ever start talking about have kids any sooner than 2010 punch me in the overies because seriously I promise you it is probably just silly estrogen talking.
I don't want to be my mom .... I have gaols god damn it!
I want to go back to school eventually & get that fucking B.A.