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Senioritis starts... NOW! o wait... that was like May of last year.
The general mindset of "what have you got to lose?" has started to set in on quite a few things, such as: dating, not doing homework, applying to colleges in vain attempts to get into a school that's out of my league. Seems to me like while I'm at it, I'll just waste another evening doing nothing. Joy. No hanging out with friends, no just having good times, none of that stuff. It's all about staying home and doing work for the future. At least I won the Texas Hold 'Em tourney in Statistics.
It seems to me like too much time is spent today in preparing for tomorrow. I don't know if my parents are the only ones who do this, but mine always insist that any non-school related things on Sunday [besides Church and that jazz] are out of the question becuase "you need to get ready for school". As if packing a lunch, loading up my binders and books, and laying out clothes for the next day required over 8 hours of time, effort, and concentration. I just wish they'd let things go more sometimes. Let me find out on my own that staying up til 2 AM on a weekday is not good for my brain. Playing these little 5 year old games of "the TV and computer go away at 9:30" are REALLY starting to piss me off. But I'd rather not go there.
Time to try to focus on Kafka. Who I think is right on in his views of humanity. But I'll post on those later.
The general mindset of "what have you got to lose?" has started to set in on quite a few things, such as: dating, not doing homework, applying to colleges in vain attempts to get into a school that's out of my league. Seems to me like while I'm at it, I'll just waste another evening doing nothing. Joy. No hanging out with friends, no just having good times, none of that stuff. It's all about staying home and doing work for the future. At least I won the Texas Hold 'Em tourney in Statistics.
It seems to me like too much time is spent today in preparing for tomorrow. I don't know if my parents are the only ones who do this, but mine always insist that any non-school related things on Sunday [besides Church and that jazz] are out of the question becuase "you need to get ready for school". As if packing a lunch, loading up my binders and books, and laying out clothes for the next day required over 8 hours of time, effort, and concentration. I just wish they'd let things go more sometimes. Let me find out on my own that staying up til 2 AM on a weekday is not good for my brain. Playing these little 5 year old games of "the TV and computer go away at 9:30" are REALLY starting to piss me off. But I'd rather not go there.
Time to try to focus on Kafka. Who I think is right on in his views of humanity. But I'll post on those later.