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Hey there lover,
So I was thinking about our ill-timed discussion on New Years' and it seems pretty obvious to me that we shouldnt be exclusive at this point. You're busy, and your schedule seems not just full, but unpredictable. As I'm still basically unemployed, this creates a hefty imbalance, which would be unhealthy of me to try to work with. I mean, maybe your schedule will change again in the near future, but we can deal with that then. At this very moment I dont particularly feel like we're cohesively together. This is not to say that I dont have strong feelings for you, and I'm definitely looking forward to seeing you again, of course, but for now I think it'd be best if I continued dating other people. Even if it's just for company and the act of meeting new friends. You are of course welcome to do the same.
I came back from Montreal knowing that this month was going to be a huge turning point for me, moving around, sussing out potential in almost every area of my life, and I know that you will play an important role in my heart over the next while. When you get back and after we hang out a bit more, we can decide whether or not we're going to go deeper into the rabbit hole or not. I know that over the past month or so, if having the experience of your partnership were as easy as taking a pill, I wouldve taken it.
I suppose your lack of confidence is being reflected by me. I've noticed that tends to happen in relationships. It was something I was only aware of after your audio clip, and a curious thing happened, I stopped being able to create things for you. I guess I need confidence for that. I feel like that's a separate matter, maybe, but also one that needs addressing.
An essential part of life is fluidity so let me know what you think.
Love,
Me
So I was thinking about our ill-timed discussion on New Years' and it seems pretty obvious to me that we shouldnt be exclusive at this point. You're busy, and your schedule seems not just full, but unpredictable. As I'm still basically unemployed, this creates a hefty imbalance, which would be unhealthy of me to try to work with. I mean, maybe your schedule will change again in the near future, but we can deal with that then. At this very moment I dont particularly feel like we're cohesively together. This is not to say that I dont have strong feelings for you, and I'm definitely looking forward to seeing you again, of course, but for now I think it'd be best if I continued dating other people. Even if it's just for company and the act of meeting new friends. You are of course welcome to do the same.
I came back from Montreal knowing that this month was going to be a huge turning point for me, moving around, sussing out potential in almost every area of my life, and I know that you will play an important role in my heart over the next while. When you get back and after we hang out a bit more, we can decide whether or not we're going to go deeper into the rabbit hole or not. I know that over the past month or so, if having the experience of your partnership were as easy as taking a pill, I wouldve taken it.
I suppose your lack of confidence is being reflected by me. I've noticed that tends to happen in relationships. It was something I was only aware of after your audio clip, and a curious thing happened, I stopped being able to create things for you. I guess I need confidence for that. I feel like that's a separate matter, maybe, but also one that needs addressing.
An essential part of life is fluidity so let me know what you think.
Love,
Me