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wow. its been a while. aiight so superbowl sunday sucked and it seems like from that point on everything has been getting worse. lol damn eagles
it feels like everyone i care about now couldn't really give a damn at all! i donno if it's me...i donno what to do any more. i tell myself i need new friends but who can replase 3 years of memories within 2 minutes? no one. so, what are you supposed to do in my situation? i've been sitting here keeping my mouth shut for a long time, and now i can't handle it.
-i would gladly die for all of my friends. maysoon belinda nicole jana alyssa..you know who you are but i just dont think they take the time to think about me the way i think about them...constantly
pretty much the only things on their minds right now are boys. i mean..i can't blame them. i see boys all the time. who DOESN'T think about them. but the thing is...they spend more time talking to them, thinking about them, hanging out with them, then the one that cares about them the most...me :-\
so, im sorry if it's me. i dont know what to do. i try to look on the bright side of things and i know some people are still there for me. it's just not how it used to be...at all. theis change was good at the beginning...but for me, it's all falling apart.
-I know you guys have fun with them you just need to think about the way you order your priorities.
<333 tinsel?
-and nathan...im sorry. i was thinkin about you today and im really sorry. i have been an ass to you for a long time. the carma's come back to me...the time i need you most is the time that you really could care less about me.. im sorry!
it feels like everyone i care about now couldn't really give a damn at all! i donno if it's me...i donno what to do any more. i tell myself i need new friends but who can replase 3 years of memories within 2 minutes? no one. so, what are you supposed to do in my situation? i've been sitting here keeping my mouth shut for a long time, and now i can't handle it.
-i would gladly die for all of my friends. maysoon belinda nicole jana alyssa..you know who you are but i just dont think they take the time to think about me the way i think about them...constantly
pretty much the only things on their minds right now are boys. i mean..i can't blame them. i see boys all the time. who DOESN'T think about them. but the thing is...they spend more time talking to them, thinking about them, hanging out with them, then the one that cares about them the most...me :-\
so, im sorry if it's me. i dont know what to do. i try to look on the bright side of things and i know some people are still there for me. it's just not how it used to be...at all. theis change was good at the beginning...but for me, it's all falling apart.
-I know you guys have fun with them you just need to think about the way you order your priorities.
<333 tinsel?
-and nathan...im sorry. i was thinkin about you today and im really sorry. i have been an ass to you for a long time. the carma's come back to me...the time i need you most is the time that you really could care less about me.. im sorry!