Life as a Pearl

[anorexiccowboy]

Im building myself a fantasy world
With mushrooms all red and white polka dotted
And leaving a world behind that's turned rotten
whilst tearing right through my coccoon.
I'll leave it behind, I'll shed it away
(the things that have held me back for so long)
Before, things were wicked, tainted and gaunt
My whole world was shifted and I was alone
I want now, so badly, to be on my own
To live in a world full of pixies and trolls.
With faeries all flying and humming their songs
Id lounge on my treebark, feeling their warmth
Their auras, their glow, the brightness of them
and my heart would finally feel love once again.

Im sick of the hurting, the lying, deceit
My lovers stabbing a knife in my side...
Or best friends telling me horrible lies...
It's pulling a carpet from under my feet,
I fall and they softly apoligise
Helping me up with that gleam in their eyes
Knowing that later theyll laugh at my fall
Happily knowing that they caused it all.
Well goodbye to losers, to cheaters, to fakes
and hello to magic, to love, and to fate
Forget all thats happened and leave it behind
The world is my oyester, im ready to shine!