we are the lucky ones
Life is much better overall. I'm walking far more steadily with God, which is a huge part. The other is unburying myself slowly and surely through school work, stress peeling back from layers. I still have to see what scholarships I can still apply for given my lag. This scares me, but 1) it is my own damn fault and 2) and God is big than my idiocy and mental health issues. He will take me through this and make something of it. I also need to work on the mega huge paper of doom, but it will be okay.
I took Heather (Kyle's girlfriend) and the kids to see Avatar. It was much fun and the movie gave me some seriously needed downtime. Heather isn't speaking to Mom as Mom (gasp) has the mother of her grandson on facebook. I don't think Heather knows I do as well. I'm not real worried as I'm done with the bullshit. If you want to have tantrums? Fine, have fun. I have shit to do.
On the brightside, once I do the damn paper, I can have a week and a half off of school! No papers, no homework, just an extra internship day or two and days -off-. I need them, especially before I start Jasper. No stress there! I'll get through that to and I can't afford to turn down the experience. Actually meeting these kids face to face and seeing the disorders in action will be amazing.
And now, its time for bed as I should have been there an hour ago.
I took Heather (Kyle's girlfriend) and the kids to see Avatar. It was much fun and the movie gave me some seriously needed downtime. Heather isn't speaking to Mom as Mom (gasp) has the mother of her grandson on facebook. I don't think Heather knows I do as well. I'm not real worried as I'm done with the bullshit. If you want to have tantrums? Fine, have fun. I have shit to do.
On the brightside, once I do the damn paper, I can have a week and a half off of school! No papers, no homework, just an extra internship day or two and days -off-. I need them, especially before I start Jasper. No stress there! I'll get through that to and I can't afford to turn down the experience. Actually meeting these kids face to face and seeing the disorders in action will be amazing.
And now, its time for bed as I should have been there an hour ago.