stand up when it's all crashing down
I'm just tired. There's always so much to do and while I've improved greatly, I still need to develop some time management skills. Or just go to bed before 2am if I'm getting early the next day. Whichever.
Today was getting up late around 9:30? 9:45? and realizing I was already late for my volunteering. Then I got a message from my doctor's office saying I could come pick up a letter I needed for financial aid. So I did that and went out to the college to drop it off. Then it was back to volunteering until it was time to go to work. When I got home Mom wanted to go shop. So we leave an hour later and stay out to 11pm. Then it's walking and feeding the dogs, which has to be done before the rabbit comes out. Now it's time to take the rabbit out briefly and get ready for bed. Tomorrow is volunteering 9am-2 or 3pm, working 4-8pm and coming home to try and clean house before my sister comes down.
It doesn't help that I had my final Tuesday or that I've been stressing about financial aid. The short version: because I flaked out and had to retake things in my depression (as well as having no direction back then), I've taken more credits than I need to graduate. This means I'm on financial aid suspension. There's a good chance they'll take me off (or so I hope), which is why I got the letter stating that my depression is being medicated.
The other class -might- be covered by the fact that I'm mom's daughter (and she teaches for the college), but I won't know that for a bit. Blah. I'm behind on cleaning, probably broke and I still owe lordhellebore some things I promised. I'm sorry I'm behind. ._.
Today was getting up late around 9:30? 9:45? and realizing I was already late for my volunteering. Then I got a message from my doctor's office saying I could come pick up a letter I needed for financial aid. So I did that and went out to the college to drop it off. Then it was back to volunteering until it was time to go to work. When I got home Mom wanted to go shop. So we leave an hour later and stay out to 11pm. Then it's walking and feeding the dogs, which has to be done before the rabbit comes out. Now it's time to take the rabbit out briefly and get ready for bed. Tomorrow is volunteering 9am-2 or 3pm, working 4-8pm and coming home to try and clean house before my sister comes down.
It doesn't help that I had my final Tuesday or that I've been stressing about financial aid. The short version: because I flaked out and had to retake things in my depression (as well as having no direction back then), I've taken more credits than I need to graduate. This means I'm on financial aid suspension. There's a good chance they'll take me off (or so I hope), which is why I got the letter stating that my depression is being medicated.
The other class -might- be covered by the fact that I'm mom's daughter (and she teaches for the college), but I won't know that for a bit. Blah. I'm behind on cleaning, probably broke and I still owe lordhellebore some things I promised. I'm sorry I'm behind. ._.