Travis, Ian news and New pictures of me

Feb 08, 2010 18:07

 so i actually was awake during the day
that amazing
oh and travis got back to me
supposedly I'm the most random girl ever
I'm taking it as a good thing
oh and Ian is just fucked
like two years ago we were good friends
then we had a drunken make-out in a tent moment
and he freaked because he was unfaithful too Nicole
which by the way I thought was out of the picture
honestly did
but I still felt well guilty
so he stopped talking to me
at the time I was pist
now I completely understand
hes not with her anymore
but he lives with her
he talks to me
emails me
a lot
and now he keeps inviting me to his hockey practices
I would go but she will be there
he says
oh come over and keep nicole company
or it will be the three of us
wtf
I'm over reacting but thats kind of creepy right...
she should hate me
I'd hate me
but she never found out
supposedly I was fun
which is true
I certainly am

I took photo's girls
I used my moms camera
I had fun
now 94 pounds
clearly not skinny enough from these photos
when I get to 88 my ribs come back and then i'll be happier...well we no the truth but hey I gotta believe in something.

150
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180 calories ( I'm getting used to this again)





































the last 4 pics have not bin touched up at all...I got tired...do you like my pictures..I worked hard on them...can't wait till I get to 90 which is my 2 goal weight...then it will be spring weather I hope...I want to do a pic fest with my girls...love you girls and thank you for all your support...
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