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[anorexic_witch]

oh Travis left for good today
breaking up was the right thing just feels horrible
I feel like every guy I can count on eventually jets except my dad
I guess I'm never going to be good enough for a guy to love and stick around
I'm not sleeping with the next guy I'm with till a month
new rule

I was all self pity today
beside the fact I'm trying not to think about my granddads death last night
good thing I'm definitely not prego... hopefully this is not just spotting...I doubt it
The pee stick said I'm not so I'm not
I can't get fatter... just can't

I feel like I must get everything in order
everything

plus I have a lazy eye for two day
ewww