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i'm unsure as to what has been going on in my life lately. i am leaving in six days. i'm terrified and it's hitting me now. i've been crying for two days now. i cried on the bus ride home from the ferry. mainly because i was listening to the weakerthans, ryan doesn't like them but it was a song that reminds me of him and we were driving this route we once took when i wanted to find a certain beach and it all hit me that i am leaving.
i'm trying to not make this a sad post but i'm in a sad mood.
victoria was fun though! i took the ferry over alone and drew and read a clockwork orange which is quite a strange book but i'm enjoying it. met lindsay, nigel, miranda and ryan and had dinner at mole. there is an accent on the "e" but yes, it's not visually there. after food we went back to the venue for the cd release show [i went to victoria to see the paper cranes!] and met up with malloreigh and two people whose names have vanished from my mind.
we danced and drank and nigel and i were smoking buddies for the trip. at the end of the night there was a dance circle and lindsay and i ran around it hi-fiving everyone! it was quite silly. i felt like i was at a highschool dance which was awkward, fun and strange!
we stayed at miranda and ryans and woke up to go for brunch again at mole. we had coffee at habit and i believe it was some of the best coffee i have ever had. breakfast was delicious. we then wandered around a bit and caught the ferry back home. it was a sunny sleepy trip.
earlier this week i met a boy named aaron meyer from bellingham or california depending on how you look at it. he had never been to vancouver so we had lunch at templeton and walked to english bay and wandered through stanley park. he also came with linds, nigel and i for the fireworks finale.
i don't know what else to say. i've been very introspective about my life but i don't think i want to reveal how horrible i feel about myself right now so instead i will say goodnight.
goodnight.
<3
xo
i'm trying to not make this a sad post but i'm in a sad mood.
victoria was fun though! i took the ferry over alone and drew and read a clockwork orange which is quite a strange book but i'm enjoying it. met lindsay, nigel, miranda and ryan and had dinner at mole. there is an accent on the "e" but yes, it's not visually there. after food we went back to the venue for the cd release show [i went to victoria to see the paper cranes!] and met up with malloreigh and two people whose names have vanished from my mind.
we danced and drank and nigel and i were smoking buddies for the trip. at the end of the night there was a dance circle and lindsay and i ran around it hi-fiving everyone! it was quite silly. i felt like i was at a highschool dance which was awkward, fun and strange!
we stayed at miranda and ryans and woke up to go for brunch again at mole. we had coffee at habit and i believe it was some of the best coffee i have ever had. breakfast was delicious. we then wandered around a bit and caught the ferry back home. it was a sunny sleepy trip.
earlier this week i met a boy named aaron meyer from bellingham or california depending on how you look at it. he had never been to vancouver so we had lunch at templeton and walked to english bay and wandered through stanley park. he also came with linds, nigel and i for the fireworks finale.
i don't know what else to say. i've been very introspective about my life but i don't think i want to reveal how horrible i feel about myself right now so instead i will say goodnight.
goodnight.
<3
xo