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ryan has found a new girl
her name is lindsay.
he loves her.
he told her about the dream, the same one he told me about because that dream was obviously not about me.
he's happy.
he's going on the road trip we wanted to go one across the country with her.
i hate her and i don't even know her.
i want to see her but that's probably a bad idea.
bright eyes will not save me.
time for another cigarette and cuddling with mosely... oh kitty kitty.
my phone died. damn.
i wish he still loved me but like mal said, this is good and all endings are beginnings.
sometimes it rains and a cool breeze comes through the windows.
sometimes i want to be held close and told that i am loved.
i feel very very alone and lonely.
yes, those are different things.
wow, he probably doesn't think about me anymore.
the people i've kissed recently, hmm...
goodnight i guess. i hope i wake up tomorrow and realize things will be okay but right now i don't see that happening.
her name is lindsay.
he loves her.
he told her about the dream, the same one he told me about because that dream was obviously not about me.
he's happy.
he's going on the road trip we wanted to go one across the country with her.
i hate her and i don't even know her.
i want to see her but that's probably a bad idea.
bright eyes will not save me.
time for another cigarette and cuddling with mosely... oh kitty kitty.
my phone died. damn.
i wish he still loved me but like mal said, this is good and all endings are beginnings.
sometimes it rains and a cool breeze comes through the windows.
sometimes i want to be held close and told that i am loved.
i feel very very alone and lonely.
yes, those are different things.
wow, he probably doesn't think about me anymore.
the people i've kissed recently, hmm...
goodnight i guess. i hope i wake up tomorrow and realize things will be okay but right now i don't see that happening.