Dreams of the Past
I had a dream last night, which in itself is an oddity, in which I was back home where I grew up. It was cold and snowy outside, I think. The home was turned into almost like a boarding home, and my ex, the only one I care about, was there. I don't know why, but I thought that she wouldn't recognize me after all these years. I kissed her outside. For some reason, I had a lot of change that I layed out on the floor in my room, and I got her to my room and she pointed it out saying, "Oh, you had that change in your mouth when you kissed me" meaning that now its dirty on the floor.
It's all weird to me, but what is weirder is that I haven't thought about her in a long time, except maybe in a passing thought. I probably don't have much to offer her now. We were supposed to be in the same graduating class for our bachelors, but I changed schools and took 2 extra years. Now she is graduating with her Masters at the same time I am graduating with my bachelors.
Lately, I've dug myself into the same corner I always do. I am dating 2 girls at the same time. I know logically that I should take one out of the picture, but I don't want to. I almost took one out, but the other girl became flaky and wanted to break up at that time, so I took the first one to the next level and slept with her. She was a virgin at the time, and I was only with her. I was planning on making her a normal girlfriend, but then the flaky one came back. She is better at sex and has a nicer ass, also, she helps me with my homework all the time. Sadly, I kinda need her, so there is my current dilemma.