Sep 23, 2005 17:53
If reference to finally reading my friends page and tearing myself away from what I usually do in the afternoon I realized that most of you are in a stupor all for the same reason: members of the opposite sex or in a few random cases the same sex and so without being asked yes cause im bored out of my wits: Just stop and think for a moment is all of this crap really worth it.
And for all of you who say it is I tell you highschool rela. are never meant to be. Lasting 4 years or even less usually less so yes get over it.
And were done with that nonesense.
And for all of you who have the emotions of a angsty teenager get over yourselves thats so cliche.
THe contradiction of clubs and the people in the piss me off.
Ok and for the purpose of my update: I laugh as my friend tells me how she asks to use the internet wouldnt life be so much easier if every parent had the same rules.
And then I laugh for my friend who is liguistially changelled and refuses to speak any other language.
And then i sleep.
I went to school and I counted the minutes and seconds till the end of math which lasted so long it was unbearable. I counted on the very watch I stil possess. And then I eat.
I walked around roaming freely and remembering this was the very freedom i lacked in middle school. I went places and saw things. I see the peopel and notice them but then it stops.. and the bell rings. I go to my next class and its art as I draw the assigment and let loose all of the worries and crap of being a kid and being in school.Im free. I draw and people ask how it is possible but the freeness in expression is what our very freedom consists of and so i stop. TO OPEN A DOOR and i run to open this door at the end of a cooridor to beat someone out of doing it for me The race was won but was it worth it? And so i let myself into the coordor into the stairwell and down to a short bus ride home.....