May 18, 2005 19:41
Wow! I wonder if anyone checks these anymore. Hope everyone is doing good btw. So, this has been a year of experiences and even more growing for me. I started out at Frostburg State not liken it to much, but it is kind of funny, this place kind of grows on you. This is definatly a place you have to go use to. Anyway... i have met a lot of people here. Some I met before I came to this school, some I have known from home, and some i met during my time here. College life is funny ya know? This is supposedly the time of your life, an experience like no other. It took me a while to enjoy it, i must be honest. First semester I only had a select few I hung out with, even then some of them were not good for me. Some were very egotistic, and some, were just not the people I should have been hanging out with. I think I met some wonderful people though. I got close with a few people more in second semester and didn't worry about pleasing certain people anymore. It is ok to push some things away. The people I became close with helped me to really enjoy school not from the educational side of it, but by the other side I guess I should say. It is nice to be on my own, not having to hear, "when are you coming home? what are you doing? where are you going" and to have my own freedom, and my own space to explore. Money has been tight this year, but this summer should hopefully clear some of it up and make everything ok. I am kind of interested in a person here. Someone I have grown to learn about and have a lot of fun with. He's a really kool guy. I am funny with those kinds of things, falling for things I shouldn't be falling for. I really don't know what to say but this first year has been a good learning experience for me with a lot of ups and a lot of downs. It kind of makes me want to make my second year even better. I am coming home on friday, not sure what to expect with the family and all and work, and summer school, but I guess I will find out. I am looking forward for some more learning, meeting new people and friends, and ADVENTURE!!!!