()*#$*&%^#%^&*@&*()....again

[anonymouslybyme]

I was planning on posting a 'well i've cooled down' post, because i have, and i was going to say that i don't really want to stab my step dad, because i don't, but then my plans changed when i took out the trash and found some of my stuff that i had left in the movie room a couple nights ago in the dumpster. Don't get me wrong, this wasn't trash, My freakin shoes were in there, the only pair of running shoes i have!!! AHHHH!!!! i wish he would have just told me to go get them. Ok i forget stuff sometimes. It just happens. I'm sorry!!! I don't understand what is going on here. I think it is only fair to say that i have been a really good son to have. I don't drink, smoke, cuss, argue, lie, i do well in school, i even literaly helped an old woman cross the street last week and i do all of this without any encouragement or help from them. And what do i get in return. A note from my mom saying she wants me to move out because she is sick of my room being messy, and a little more abrasive version of that from Dean last night. WHY!!!! My room is not even that messy!!!! I just don't understand why a messy room is worth all this crap they are giving me!

p.s. i just now realised that my picture may be offencive to someone. lol...Cat, i promise i ment nothing by my picture...i just thought it was funny.