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I wish Livejournal was an easy to edit mass entries as it is with Melo. I'm far too lazy and too busy to go back and delete each entry itself because it means I'd have to read it. And I don't want to do that.
Whatever Dane and I had, whatever stupid little game we were playing with each other is over. The only way I'm going to get rid of him is to block him from my life completely since he isn't willing to do the same for me. He calls, he guilts me, he threatens me and he continuously hurts me. I found out he apperantly slept with another girl to get back at me or something. Frankly, I think he's stupid because he's just hurting himself more, hurting me and obviously hurting the other girl. On top of that, how many of you would actually say that you'd be with a guy, even if you liked him a lot, if he was to tell you "Ya, I still love my ex, I'm waiting for her, she has my heart etc."? And on top of that, would you sleep with him the first day you went out with him? I really wouldn't. I try to avoid liking guys who are still hung up on their ex's. I'd rather just be their friends.
I don't want Dane around because I don't want it to affect Tony and me. He's a great guy, and I've definately fallen for him. I just wish sometimes we'd talk more but hey, I'm busy too. Seeing him makes me estatic and he definately makes me happy, and it's so easy to just laugh and let go around him.
Sara's gone to Germany *cries*. I misssssss you so much, you have no idea.
I'm going to go have my banana cream cake with a bowl of ice cream now.
Whatever Dane and I had, whatever stupid little game we were playing with each other is over. The only way I'm going to get rid of him is to block him from my life completely since he isn't willing to do the same for me. He calls, he guilts me, he threatens me and he continuously hurts me. I found out he apperantly slept with another girl to get back at me or something. Frankly, I think he's stupid because he's just hurting himself more, hurting me and obviously hurting the other girl. On top of that, how many of you would actually say that you'd be with a guy, even if you liked him a lot, if he was to tell you "Ya, I still love my ex, I'm waiting for her, she has my heart etc."? And on top of that, would you sleep with him the first day you went out with him? I really wouldn't. I try to avoid liking guys who are still hung up on their ex's. I'd rather just be their friends.
I don't want Dane around because I don't want it to affect Tony and me. He's a great guy, and I've definately fallen for him. I just wish sometimes we'd talk more but hey, I'm busy too. Seeing him makes me estatic and he definately makes me happy, and it's so easy to just laugh and let go around him.
Sara's gone to Germany *cries*. I misssssss you so much, you have no idea.
I'm going to go have my banana cream cake with a bowl of ice cream now.