misery loves....
They say misery loves company. I don't see how. My misery wants nothing but to be left alone by a certain person. I was talking to my mom and venting and realized I was doing more than venting. Realizing the guy I live with is a horrible slacker with no sort of motivation. He doesn't have a job. Doesn't know what he wants to do. He drinks too much. He's so messy it's disgusting. I want out. i really really want out. I don't want to go home. I want my own place. I want to be independent. But what's worse....I let go of the one person that my heart belongs to. I think about him constantly. I hope it's not too late to get my sunshine back. I'm tired of the rain cloud.