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I just found out today that my ex is going to see a doctor next week to be treated for depresssion. That really bothers me and in the time that we dated, his depression really bothered me too. In my opinion he has nothing to be depressed about. He's an amazing person. Extremely intelligent and amazingly talented at what he does. To this day I still find him an extremely attractive person, both physically and mentally. He has an amazingly supportive family and friends who love him. He had a girlfriend who loved him and to this day, still has an ex-girlfriend who will always have a love for him.
I can understand having personal qwalms about ones self. Not being happy with your body, doubting yourself. It just breaks my heart that he's going through this. In my life I've had friends ditch me because their other friends don't like me. I've gone for years with having friends who I'd only hang out with in school and I would spend every night at home with my parents. I've alienated myself from friends when in a relationship with someone and when that relationships ended been completely on my own. I have personal things I could be self-conscious about. Physically. Maybe the fact that I don't think I have any particular talent that shines above all others. But I've never has low self-esteem. Why do people who have so much going for them hate themselves so much.
And so another journey has come to an end
Another moment passed that will not, will not come again
Resting in the shade of oak, so it has always been
And its true that I'll miss you but I'll see, I'll see you again
I'll see you again
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows
There are so many things I wish I could've said
They might not have changed your mind but sometimes we just need hope alleged
Above the mountain shadow, the sunset dimly glows
The oaks will look down on our heads forever and our dreams will be no more
We should not ever let them go
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows
I remember those summers that stretched on without end
The future called so loudly and the oaks, the oaks were silent then
Silence forever, conversations in my head
Might not have changed your mind but if we'd spoken
Here's what I'd have said
Here's what I would've said:
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows
I can understand having personal qwalms about ones self. Not being happy with your body, doubting yourself. It just breaks my heart that he's going through this. In my life I've had friends ditch me because their other friends don't like me. I've gone for years with having friends who I'd only hang out with in school and I would spend every night at home with my parents. I've alienated myself from friends when in a relationship with someone and when that relationships ended been completely on my own. I have personal things I could be self-conscious about. Physically. Maybe the fact that I don't think I have any particular talent that shines above all others. But I've never has low self-esteem. Why do people who have so much going for them hate themselves so much.
And so another journey has come to an end
Another moment passed that will not, will not come again
Resting in the shade of oak, so it has always been
And its true that I'll miss you but I'll see, I'll see you again
I'll see you again
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows
There are so many things I wish I could've said
They might not have changed your mind but sometimes we just need hope alleged
Above the mountain shadow, the sunset dimly glows
The oaks will look down on our heads forever and our dreams will be no more
We should not ever let them go
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows
I remember those summers that stretched on without end
The future called so loudly and the oaks, the oaks were silent then
Silence forever, conversations in my head
Might not have changed your mind but if we'd spoken
Here's what I'd have said
Here's what I would've said:
Embrace this joy, this pain
Don't miss this chance it will not come again
You mean more than you may ever know
Don't linger where the moss slowly grows