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Sometimes I wonder if everything they tell us is true. I somtimes think that humans are just aliens from another planet that were brought to earth 200 years ago and brain washed to believe that we've had thousands of years of history. When you think about it, history does have alot of loose ends. All that mythology crap. I saw this picture in a history book of these egyptian statues and I couldve sworn they were made of styrofoam. It wouldnt be surprising to me if it turned out to be all bullshit. Havnt you ever seen dark city? What if that concept is true. Every four hours our memories are errased and we're given new lives and new memories, and we dont remember anything that happened before that. What if right now youve only been living this life for 1 and a half hours and in three and a 1/2 hours, youll have a completely new life. Its fucked up. Movies can really created some anxiety problems.
I remember a relly really long time ago. I think it was uh - maybe - hmm, I dont know I was really roung though. Anywyas, I saw this tv show, it might have been a dream or something I heard about - I think it was called "better times" or something. It was so long ago. I remember loving it so much. So time passes by and sure enough, its existence seemed to be just a dream to me. I didnt really look for it, but I allways sorta hoped it would pop out unexpectedly. I didnt end up seeing it again for a long ass time, so I moved on. Forgot. That fucking show. And so this one day, Im watching tv and sure enough, there it is, "better times" or "days" or what ever. The same episode and everything. I couldnt believe it. I was ferclempt. As happy as I was, I wasnt considering making anything out of it. It was the fact that Id moved on. Id forgotten. It was in the past. And as much as it was just a tv show, I still had that attitude to want to just forget. Maybe thats why I never got those things I wanted, but its not my fault things allways fall into place that way.
I remember a relly really long time ago. I think it was uh - maybe - hmm, I dont know I was really roung though. Anywyas, I saw this tv show, it might have been a dream or something I heard about - I think it was called "better times" or something. It was so long ago. I remember loving it so much. So time passes by and sure enough, its existence seemed to be just a dream to me. I didnt really look for it, but I allways sorta hoped it would pop out unexpectedly. I didnt end up seeing it again for a long ass time, so I moved on. Forgot. That fucking show. And so this one day, Im watching tv and sure enough, there it is, "better times" or "days" or what ever. The same episode and everything. I couldnt believe it. I was ferclempt. As happy as I was, I wasnt considering making anything out of it. It was the fact that Id moved on. Id forgotten. It was in the past. And as much as it was just a tv show, I still had that attitude to want to just forget. Maybe thats why I never got those things I wanted, but its not my fault things allways fall into place that way.