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Saturated fat. Is it your enemy? or your friend? Who gives a fuck? I know I dont. So why did I bring this up? Who gives a fuck? I know I dont. But isnt it typical of me to ramble on about things that dont make a difference to anyone? Who gives a fuck? Seriously? I care because I have interest in my own psychotic thought process. After all, If I didnt have a reason to bring any of it up, then why would i think it. Thoughts arent just a source that the mind refers to, but a form of self expression. But who gives a fuck? I now I dont.
It occured to me that I have no reason to continue writing in this thing because I have no one who will read it. Even though I rarely even think about it anymore, I still feel discouraged. It allways seems that the people who spend the most time on the internet are the people who have less of a life. But most the people I know who spend an excessive amount of time on the internet have more of a life than
I do. Over all, I hardly ever use the internet anymore. In some ways it makes me feel more superior to the people on my buddy list because I feel that they notice that Im hardly ever on which makes them feel that theres more important things that I occupy myself with. But in reality, Im just paranoid. Overanalization is the source of my depression. But hey, life doesnt suck. The only thing that gets to me is that whenever I find something that I like, I ajust to it, and it becomes less exciting. So after a while I feel that I want to expand my horizons to the point where I have so many different things to occupy my self with which will cause me to never grow bored of anything. But then Ill just grow bored of that. So whats the point of trying? Who gives a fuck? I know I dont.
It occured to me that I have no reason to continue writing in this thing because I have no one who will read it. Even though I rarely even think about it anymore, I still feel discouraged. It allways seems that the people who spend the most time on the internet are the people who have less of a life. But most the people I know who spend an excessive amount of time on the internet have more of a life than
I do. Over all, I hardly ever use the internet anymore. In some ways it makes me feel more superior to the people on my buddy list because I feel that they notice that Im hardly ever on which makes them feel that theres more important things that I occupy myself with. But in reality, Im just paranoid. Overanalization is the source of my depression. But hey, life doesnt suck. The only thing that gets to me is that whenever I find something that I like, I ajust to it, and it becomes less exciting. So after a while I feel that I want to expand my horizons to the point where I have so many different things to occupy my self with which will cause me to never grow bored of anything. But then Ill just grow bored of that. So whats the point of trying? Who gives a fuck? I know I dont.