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How annoying. Around 10:30 I was surrounded by people drinking and smoking as they played darts. After a while I realized that they weren't going to go away on their own, so I went upstairs instead and watched TV...except there was nothing on. So I kind of wandered around the house aimlessly, without anything to do. I really should've grabbed Lestat and read that for the time being, but I didn't want to go back down into the basement.
I did the huge load of dishes instead to pass time. I hope no one ever makes eggs in this house again. It was a bitch to clean that stupid pan. Even with a brillo pad it took hardcore scrubbing to get it clean again. Never again! I have blue spots all over my white undershirt because of it. Ugh.
During dishes my mum came up to make small talk. She asked why I didn't go out with my friends, asked where Marissa was. I explained that my financial situation was bad and no one was really around to do anything. She asked about my friends from school. I said most of them live in apartments on campus. She asked if any of them had room, that maybe I could live with them next year instead of dorming. And I pondered it for a sec, but then said I wouldn't want to leave Wilson alone. Then she asked do you think he would've thought about you if he had the option of an apartment. I said probably. And then I said, besides, it's too late to hang out with anyone (since it was like midnight). And she said I was right. And then I mentioned that tomorrow I might be hanging out with Laz. And then she asked how he was doing and all, but I really didn't speak to him much myself yesterday so I really didn't know. And then she said "Aww I miss Laz," since he was like my mother's adopted son for a while and then she went back into the basement and continued partying. I think that was the most I've talked to my parents since I've been home ^^;
Bored, and with nothing else to do, I went to bed around 1:30. I was woken up around 3:00 by my father's friends coming in and out of the front door. That was the point when I was getting to the point of wanting to yell. I just wanted to sleep and everyone was being loud and annoying. They did go away eventually though so I saved my breath.
Around 4 I was re-awoken again. This time, one of my father's female friend's face was right by mine and she was staring at me. It scared the hell out of me. And then she laughed and commented saying "how would you feel if you woke up every morning to this face?" And I laughed uncomfortably, and she laughed too and went on her way. I was just too tired to be angry and went back to bed.
At 5:45 or something, I woke up again and stayed up. I watched a bit of TV. Around 8 the last remaining guest left saying he kicked everyone else out for us (My parents had already gone to bed). I watched Godsend. Kind of dull, but whatever, it passed the time.
Went down into the basement after to check out the mess. And yes, it was a mess. There are cups everywhere. They moved all my stuff from school I guess to make more room, barricading my computer in. And of course, there's that ever present smell of smoke and alcohol lingering in the air. ::sigh:: If the other night wasn't enough to make my clothes and belongings smell, last night definitely did the job.
I suppose I should start laundry. Tomorrow is a weekday and people have work, so technically it should be pretty mellow tonight. Of course that's just wishful thinking on my part and I really can't say what's going to happen. ::shrug::
I haven't been in touch with Laz at all since I first talked to him yesterday around 5 or whenever. We never made a set time to meet or even where. I really really hope he doesn't want to eat anywhere or something. I have absolutely nothing in my wallet or in my bank account. I can't do jack right now. He's been in my shoes before, I'm sure he'll understand.
Pretty tired still. Not enough sleep. I want to sleep, but I know if I do, I won't wake up until 5 in the afternoon or something. Maybe I should reschedule with Laz. I really don't feel like going out and being around people today. Not that staying here would be any better, but I'd much rather sleep now than anything. ::sigh:: I guess I should start cleaning up their mess and doing my laundry to get the smell out. Maybe find some de-odorizer so get the smell out of the basement too. I just need time to readjust to the lifestyle and then it shouldn't bother me as much. I'll give it like a week or so and I should be fine again. I've also go to stop writing everytime these parties happen or else it'll be me complaining every single day and who needs that? Anyway, I need to start. until another time, take care.
I did the huge load of dishes instead to pass time. I hope no one ever makes eggs in this house again. It was a bitch to clean that stupid pan. Even with a brillo pad it took hardcore scrubbing to get it clean again. Never again! I have blue spots all over my white undershirt because of it. Ugh.
During dishes my mum came up to make small talk. She asked why I didn't go out with my friends, asked where Marissa was. I explained that my financial situation was bad and no one was really around to do anything. She asked about my friends from school. I said most of them live in apartments on campus. She asked if any of them had room, that maybe I could live with them next year instead of dorming. And I pondered it for a sec, but then said I wouldn't want to leave Wilson alone. Then she asked do you think he would've thought about you if he had the option of an apartment. I said probably. And then I said, besides, it's too late to hang out with anyone (since it was like midnight). And she said I was right. And then I mentioned that tomorrow I might be hanging out with Laz. And then she asked how he was doing and all, but I really didn't speak to him much myself yesterday so I really didn't know. And then she said "Aww I miss Laz," since he was like my mother's adopted son for a while and then she went back into the basement and continued partying. I think that was the most I've talked to my parents since I've been home ^^;
Bored, and with nothing else to do, I went to bed around 1:30. I was woken up around 3:00 by my father's friends coming in and out of the front door. That was the point when I was getting to the point of wanting to yell. I just wanted to sleep and everyone was being loud and annoying. They did go away eventually though so I saved my breath.
Around 4 I was re-awoken again. This time, one of my father's female friend's face was right by mine and she was staring at me. It scared the hell out of me. And then she laughed and commented saying "how would you feel if you woke up every morning to this face?" And I laughed uncomfortably, and she laughed too and went on her way. I was just too tired to be angry and went back to bed.
At 5:45 or something, I woke up again and stayed up. I watched a bit of TV. Around 8 the last remaining guest left saying he kicked everyone else out for us (My parents had already gone to bed). I watched Godsend. Kind of dull, but whatever, it passed the time.
Went down into the basement after to check out the mess. And yes, it was a mess. There are cups everywhere. They moved all my stuff from school I guess to make more room, barricading my computer in. And of course, there's that ever present smell of smoke and alcohol lingering in the air. ::sigh:: If the other night wasn't enough to make my clothes and belongings smell, last night definitely did the job.
I suppose I should start laundry. Tomorrow is a weekday and people have work, so technically it should be pretty mellow tonight. Of course that's just wishful thinking on my part and I really can't say what's going to happen. ::shrug::
I haven't been in touch with Laz at all since I first talked to him yesterday around 5 or whenever. We never made a set time to meet or even where. I really really hope he doesn't want to eat anywhere or something. I have absolutely nothing in my wallet or in my bank account. I can't do jack right now. He's been in my shoes before, I'm sure he'll understand.
Pretty tired still. Not enough sleep. I want to sleep, but I know if I do, I won't wake up until 5 in the afternoon or something. Maybe I should reschedule with Laz. I really don't feel like going out and being around people today. Not that staying here would be any better, but I'd much rather sleep now than anything. ::sigh:: I guess I should start cleaning up their mess and doing my laundry to get the smell out. Maybe find some de-odorizer so get the smell out of the basement too. I just need time to readjust to the lifestyle and then it shouldn't bother me as much. I'll give it like a week or so and I should be fine again. I've also go to stop writing everytime these parties happen or else it'll be me complaining every single day and who needs that? Anyway, I need to start. until another time, take care.