Aug 21, 2006 19:32
My love,
Everyday I see you hurt and it breaks my heart. It amazes me that someone so beautiful, so perfect, so amazing, thinks that everything is their fault, and yet I abuse myself the same way. I see so much of myself reflected in you and that kills me in itself because I so don't want you to have been through some of the things that I have.
You call it overprotective.
You think that you're a terrible person because you've made mistakes, and that's entirely not true, because you're the most loving and selfless person I know. It's just frustrating trying to get you to believe that.
Some days I don't think you realize how much I love you. Some days you have that look in your eyes that tells me exactly what you're thinking. Frustrating even more, is that I'm horrible with words. I can't explain to you exactly how I feel. "I love you," just feels so empty sometimes.
The one thing I can say is I'll never give up on you. I can spout out every cliche line and it still wouldn't amount to what I feel for you.
And yes. That's a little scary.