How do I feel?
I feel as if I've been on idle for a very long time. I haven't REALLY done anything productive since I got my GED. That was like the beginning of January. I'm...starting to see why the girls are always so glum. Life really ISN'T a bowl of peaches. It's a cesspool...a cesspool we all float around in until someone mercifully flushes us...and then we become nothing. A tragic, but fitting, end to a tragic "life". I keep thinking about reprocussions....not to things that I'VE done, but to things others have done. Whether they directly involve me or not. I've ALSO been thinking of ONE THING that I could've done to prevent ALL of this. I didn't make it a big enough priority...and now I suffer emotionally. I think I've had my priorities mixed-up for quite some time now...and it's been FAR too long, if you ask me. Although you're probably confused by this, don't worry about it. With time comes knowledge...and eventually, you'll know why I'm upset.