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Okay guys....here's the deal. I went down to a rehab place today to be assessed, and to see if I ACTUALLY need it or not. They said they'd give us a call when they're done talking to the insurance company, and let us know what goes down. We're looking at me leaving as early as tonight, and as late as Monday. I leave for 3 weeks, and then I come back. I'm stressing out pretty bad, wether I let on that I am or not. I'm having Chris, Junior, and John go get me some smokes so that I don't have to worry about running out while I'm in there. I'll probably develop some kind of lung-cancer while I'm in there, because ALL you do there is eat, sleep, do your rehab shit, and then do it all again the next day. I NEED my smokes to keep me sane. To many of you, this rehab thing may come as a bit of a shock. You probably thought I was a "good boy" or something. To tell the truth, I am....I just make shitty decisions sometimes, and smoking weed is definitely one of them. Anyway....back on subject. 3 weeks of no friends, no family, no VIDEOGAMES....no NOTHING except cigarettes. I'll probably come out with holes in my throat, and I'll be Traechiotomy-man!(or however the hell you spell it) It's gonna SUCK BALLS! I wanted to tell you all that if I come out and I'm TOTALLY CHANGED, and you NEVER hear from me again....just know that I love you all, and I always will. I don't want to change, I just want to stop smoking weed. I can't do it by myself, because I've tried, and it hasn't worked...so I decided that this was the next best option. I WILL come back, and we WILL pick up right where we left off. I'll probably make some new friends, and if they take your places, then I'm sorry in advance. I'll miss you all....every one of you. I'm sorry Mike....
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