Nov 11, 2005 10:59
I have totally lost myself this past week. I don't think I'm ready for this... "school" stuff
I mean, I cried because my grandmother died 10 years ago What the hell
I've been turning off my alarm in my sleep, sleeping in, and god damn it i want to go to class and keep up but i just can't. i'm depressed, i'm not tired b/c i've been getting enough sleep that's for damn sure, i'm lonely, and DAMNIT i feel like i'm not gonna make it out here. What the hell do i do with myself?