Apr 04, 2005 09:33
im hanging out with nikki today..not for a long time but thats ok, we can probably make other plans to hang out sometime after today. hmmm. i smoked yesterday..it wasn't great stuff but thats ok. i got wicked munchies after that..ummm...guys are really stupid. everyone probably knows how i fucked things up with bob and i..nothings happening with the kid it happened with. i don't really give a shit...he think's i care..and he's been really stupid about it. i wish bob lived here. then nothing would have ever went wrong. i love him a lot. but the way things are now is working better. he can date other girls if he wants. obviously...we're not together anymore..i just don't want to know about it. i don't want to know who they are, or that he's even with them..hopefully one day we'll get back together, be able to see each other a lot and everything will be fantastic again. i wish this day would go by faster. my hair is retarded...oh man..you know what phrase is bullshit? that one that goes like this..be happy 'cause you never know who's gonna fall in love with your smile...i think that means in a rare case. nobody falls in love with smiles anymore for one thing. i don't know the other thing..but ok. i'm smiling all the time. hmm. alright. this is really boring. i hope today's a good day.