My Last Fanfiction
That day was one of the days I will never forget. I thing it was the day that I truly lost my sister forever. That day…15th of June 2009, her wedding day. My sister lost everything that day, her wife. Her beloved Silvia died in her arms. I kinda know how she feels, I remember how I felt when Lola abandoned me but it’s not the same because I know that my wife is at least alive, I can still hope for a reconciliation. My mother always used to say that everyone is born with one purpose, to find their true love, their other half and live happily. One bullet was enough to take that from Pepa. “She had no reason to live anymore.” At least that’s what she said. I spent so many nights comforting her. Then one night through her tears she whispered to me 4 words that I will never forget.
“I want to die”
“Pepa, please don’t say that…You are a fighter.”
“Paco, please…Tell me one good reason why I should still be alive…”
I didn’t answer to that, I couldn’t. I just took her into my arms and hugged her with
so much force that her arms got bruised.
When Lola left I lost my faith in “the one and only true love” or “the love at first sight”. And honestly for me Romeo & Juliet were two stupid hormone-crazed kids.
But Pepa showed me that I was wrong. Ever since she was a little girl Silvia was all she ever wanted, all she ever loved and even though she ran away from home when she was 18, Pepa never stopped loving Silvia as much as it hurt her.
And know that I see things clearly I believe that Silvia felt the same for my sister, she never forgot her first kiss. Maybe that’s why she had a terrible love life before Pepa.
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Dear brother,
I wanted to put an end to my meaningless life.
Where I am going right now is a better place, there I am going to find my purpose again, my Silvia is waiting for me.
As it seems I’m not the fighter you thought I was.
Please don’t cry for me. I don’t deserve it.
I love you.
Pepa
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Every night I can’t sleep, I’m the one to be blamed, I caused all this mess because if I wasn’t so stupid to mess with the Italian mafia my sister would have had the perfect wedding day and most importantly she would still have Silvia.
I don’t know if love is a reason good enough to drive you to suicide. If someone asked me to die for love I would probably have refused. That note was the only thing left that reminds me of her. I found it next to her body. She committed suicide in order to “live” again.
Goodbye my little sister. I will never forget and you will always be into my heart.
A/N 2: Goodbye Pepsi you will always be into my heart.
“I want to die”
“Pepa, please don’t say that…You are a fighter.”
“Paco, please…Tell me one good reason why I should still be alive…”
I didn’t answer to that, I couldn’t. I just took her into my arms and hugged her with
so much force that her arms got bruised.
When Lola left I lost my faith in “the one and only true love” or “the love at first sight”. And honestly for me Romeo & Juliet were two stupid hormone-crazed kids.
But Pepa showed me that I was wrong. Ever since she was a little girl Silvia was all she ever wanted, all she ever loved and even though she ran away from home when she was 18, Pepa never stopped loving Silvia as much as it hurt her.
And know that I see things clearly I believe that Silvia felt the same for my sister, she never forgot her first kiss. Maybe that’s why she had a terrible love life before Pepa.
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Dear brother,
I wanted to put an end to my meaningless life.
Where I am going right now is a better place, there I am going to find my purpose again, my Silvia is waiting for me.
As it seems I’m not the fighter you thought I was.
Please don’t cry for me. I don’t deserve it.
I love you.
Pepa
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Every night I can’t sleep, I’m the one to be blamed, I caused all this mess because if I wasn’t so stupid to mess with the Italian mafia my sister would have had the perfect wedding day and most importantly she would still have Silvia.
I don’t know if love is a reason good enough to drive you to suicide. If someone asked me to die for love I would probably have refused. That note was the only thing left that reminds me of her. I found it next to her body. She committed suicide in order to “live” again.
Goodbye my little sister. I will never forget and you will always be into my heart.
A/N 2: Goodbye Pepsi you will always be into my heart.