I Want Justice!!!
I almost never use my own journal, preferring to comment on others rather then talk about boring things in my life. But I've got to rant today. My computer priveledges at home have been taking away! I'm at school right now so my father can't say anything about that. But since it's "His house. His computer" he's decided I'm not allowed to use it until I learn how to act right. First it was computer off at ten. Fine, he wants me to get decent sleep. Then it was Ride a half hour on the exercise bike to get on the computer. Fine he wants me and the other kids to get healthier. But he took it away because me and my sister got into a fight over it. I came home did my half hour on the bike and got on. Then my father came home not five minutes into my computer time saying he needed to get on for work. Fine I got off without a blink of the eye. Then once he gets off my sister gets into the seat and steals it. I try to get my mother to fix it without us fighting and she doesn't do anything as usual. She fucking theived my time and then acts like it's ok. I wanted to watch House later and asked if she would let me on now and she could get twice the time later but no she's gotta act like she isn't the thief she is. So I lowered myself to her level. Which in hindsight I shouldn't have done because now I'm computerless. When she got up later to take out the garbage I got on. She comes over and sits on me to try and make me get off (and might I add that she tries to use the fact that she's 7 years younger then me but bigger and stronger all the time) but my mother tells her to finish cleaning up (and that would be cleaning up the dinner I went out to get). I saved and closed her windows and logged her off aim (which had no messages up). Then she comes back and starts screaming that I better put back her things and get off. I start to put it back up then my father starts yelling that he doesn't want to hear us fighting and he's sick of the way we act. And that he doesn't want to come home trying to relax after work and hear us bickering. Plus! He took away my ipod. The ipod I bought myself. My bff is gonna have a fieldday with this news. Telling me I'm 19 I'm grown that these rules are stupid. Well I'm living in my father's house and saying that to him would be the stupid thing. I really want to move out but that would fuck up my full time college plans. So I'm just going to have to suck it up and start acting like the bigger person. Maybe I'll get back the computer and my ipod back soon. At least he didn't take away watching House (probably cause my mother said to put it on). *sighs in grief and angst* .....Oh and to end on a nice note some little kid tried to give me their spit soggy cookie on the train....it was gross but cute (the act itself and the kid). Seeya Nony