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Jun 19, 2005 19:24

I am so exhausted - I just got home from work... I was so late today, went to sleep and then my dad came in to tell me the manager was on the phone and asking me if i was comin in -- at least it was only for two hours, so I cleaned the whole time. I told my dad happy father's day - aunt dorothy and uncle bryan came by to see mom and dad, by the time they were about to leave (a little after the time I came in) they told us goodbye and went over to my mom and gave her a hug and started to cry - I couldn't take it anymore, I went upstairs.... my mom is gone, she's so drugged up on meds, I don't even see the purpose. Might as well have her sane and alive for the amount of time she has instead of drugged up until it's her time. It feels so soon... too soon. I don't really want to think about it right now.
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