Crapppy New Year!!!!!!!!

Jan 01, 2006 14:47

I've been on the verge of a breakdown alll flippin week ( Read more... )

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anonamousd January 3 2006, 00:05:58 UTC
Okay well I THOUGHT that you were coming to the party BECAUSE emmy said that you were bringing buffalo wings and some other stuff and I was just surprised that you didn't show up..........
I'm sorry for thinking that and that I was disappionted you never made an appearance
and sorry for not calling....you should know I don't call anyone..... I hate calling people and everyone knows that cuz I DON"T CALL THEM!!!!!
and I haven't been the "best fucking friend" . . because you weren't being a good "best fucking friend"
notice how I'm not being the "best fucking friend" to only you????
I don't scream at you, but yes I get pissed at you, and I don't get pissed at people for no reason!!!!!!!!

I didn't scream at you New years eve and I have emmy AND dj who was right there who can say I didn't, I couldn't scream cuz I was to upset to even flippin talk
and no I didn't yell at you guys when you walked ahead of me cuz I needed to take out my anger
I did it because you don't leave your friends behind and thats all you guys kept doing . . leaving me behind and it hurt and
you did it so much
I never said anything so it built up!!!! and like I wrote in the note I said it was partly my fault cuz I didn't say anything from the beginning and like I also said in the note..............
I SHOULDN"T HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING
and you should know I don't walk slow when I'm having a bad day, I walk slow everyday bad day or good doesn't matter
haha and I remember your "apologie" was you screaming I"M SORRY I"M NOT PERFECT!! do you honestly not notice when your yelling at people??????
and even tho your "I"M SORRY I"M NOT PERFECT" hurt me I DID accept it and was nice to you from that piont till now!!!!!!
and I was thankful for you bringing in that brownie, I hugged you said thanks and all that stuff, but it's not like I haven't done anything for you..I've cooked your lasgna couple of times so it would be ready for you to eat by the time you were out of class
and I will take my advice once you take yours
but like I said before I've only been shitty to you because you've shit on me since grade ten
you snapped at me then and now way more then I've ever snapped at anyone in my life and you know what?????? I stayed friends with you in grade 10 and was nice to you cuz I knew you were snapping for a reason and I wanted to help you become a better person and you did . . . . you got a lot better, your out of your shell, you've got a good boy friend your A LOT happier then you used to be, but you STILL are pissy and staying your friend has completely backfired at me cuz while I thought I was trying to help you it was hurting me cuz no matter how nice I was I was still put down and eventually it turned me into the pissy person I am right now.......

"I might have changed this year but so have you" I'm not upset cuz I think you've changed . . I don't think you've changed I think your just going back to the same old maggie and yes I HAVE changed...... I don't let you shit on me anymore I give you shit back

And Noooooo I'm not upset with you cuz you were complaining . .
your right you haven't complained lately . . you haven't been around TOO complain....... I'm upset cuz you were a bitch a cold hard down to the bone bitch not cuz you were complaining
and I had/have a lot going on behind the scenes and getting bitchyness from someone I thought was my friend just hurt .... A LOT especially since I only saw you once all vacation and I WAS!!!!! looking forward to seeing you and was hurt by the fact you obviously didn't want to see me since you were complaining about picking me up
and I'm hurt cuz you've made me realize no matter how good or nice I am to you you'll always be that

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