I hate money, whatever you wear, I hate being locked up
Okay just to let everyone know I did not baby sit till 1am on fri night. I baby sat till 1am on thursday night. Mags probably just heard me wrong. I don't really care, cuz I really wanted to be by myself fri night to work on some songs, but I just thought I'd clear that up, not that it needed to be cleared up. . .. . but anyways
me and emmy had a disturbing request from a little boy hahahahahaha
little boy (aka) jonathon- can I see your boobies!!
emmy- noooooo
jonathon- please I won't tell anyone
emmy- that'd be wrong I'm your cousin
jonathon- *lifts up shirt exposing nipples to me and emmy, then turns to me* see now you do it!!
me- boobies are bad!! you shouldn't look at them
jonathon- no they aren't!!
me- they sure are!!! If you ever look at them you'll turn to stone . .
jonathon- I wanna turn to stone!! I wanna turn to stone!!
oooooooohhhhh dear what is the world coming too!?!?!?!?!?!?!
So I guess I need a couple things off my chest.....
Nooooo I don't want a boyfriend, but when ever chris and mags, adam and emmy are around me I feel alone. I already felt insanely alone, especialy after that talk with daryl which still really hurts me to an unbelievable extent, but I don't know. Everyone is handling it very well and thank you guys sooo much for doing that!! You'll never know how much I appreciate it. I'm soooo SOOOOOOO VERY happy that everyone is happy.
It's great to see Maggie smiling all the time and I don't think emmy's liked a guy this much since Doug, I'm really happy for you guys!!!!!!!!!! I'm just really sad cuz I'm really unhappy and everytime I think I've found someone it blows wayyy the hell in my face, and I think I'm going to be alone forever. Not that I'd mind being alone, but I mind a being alone whenever I see people falling in love in movies or when I see couples holding each other at school. It's EVERYWHERE!!!!!! in movies, songs, schools, friends, tv shows, EVERYWHERE......... it's like a punch in the face like the worlds going hahahahaha your gonna be old and alone.
The truth is I've felt this way for the longest period of time. And for the short time luke was here I didn't feel that way soooo I'm sorry if it pissed anyone off that we were always together.
And I dunno . . I just get really hurt whenever people make plans with each other when I'm standing right next to them. Thats a major killer.
O well
me of all people shouldn't be complaining cuz pooor Dj is suffering the most from this. He is the last person on this flipping island who ever deserved to get hurt, he's done nothing but be kind and helped us out whenever we needed it, and I know it's no one's fault and there's no way of making him happy again....... I just feel quite bad.... that's why I can't wait till we throw him his surprise b-day party sooooo maybe it'll cheer him up somewhat....
I'll shut up now
got pic's of my piercing now!!
http://photobucket.com/albums/y50/daliciousss/
me and emmy had a disturbing request from a little boy hahahahahaha
little boy (aka) jonathon- can I see your boobies!!
emmy- noooooo
jonathon- please I won't tell anyone
emmy- that'd be wrong I'm your cousin
jonathon- *lifts up shirt exposing nipples to me and emmy, then turns to me* see now you do it!!
me- boobies are bad!! you shouldn't look at them
jonathon- no they aren't!!
me- they sure are!!! If you ever look at them you'll turn to stone . .
jonathon- I wanna turn to stone!! I wanna turn to stone!!
oooooooohhhhh dear what is the world coming too!?!?!?!?!?!?!
So I guess I need a couple things off my chest.....
Nooooo I don't want a boyfriend, but when ever chris and mags, adam and emmy are around me I feel alone. I already felt insanely alone, especialy after that talk with daryl which still really hurts me to an unbelievable extent, but I don't know. Everyone is handling it very well and thank you guys sooo much for doing that!! You'll never know how much I appreciate it. I'm soooo SOOOOOOO VERY happy that everyone is happy.
It's great to see Maggie smiling all the time and I don't think emmy's liked a guy this much since Doug, I'm really happy for you guys!!!!!!!!!! I'm just really sad cuz I'm really unhappy and everytime I think I've found someone it blows wayyy the hell in my face, and I think I'm going to be alone forever. Not that I'd mind being alone, but I mind a being alone whenever I see people falling in love in movies or when I see couples holding each other at school. It's EVERYWHERE!!!!!! in movies, songs, schools, friends, tv shows, EVERYWHERE......... it's like a punch in the face like the worlds going hahahahaha your gonna be old and alone.
The truth is I've felt this way for the longest period of time. And for the short time luke was here I didn't feel that way soooo I'm sorry if it pissed anyone off that we were always together.
And I dunno . . I just get really hurt whenever people make plans with each other when I'm standing right next to them. Thats a major killer.
O well
me of all people shouldn't be complaining cuz pooor Dj is suffering the most from this. He is the last person on this flipping island who ever deserved to get hurt, he's done nothing but be kind and helped us out whenever we needed it, and I know it's no one's fault and there's no way of making him happy again....... I just feel quite bad.... that's why I can't wait till we throw him his surprise b-day party sooooo maybe it'll cheer him up somewhat....
I'll shut up now
got pic's of my piercing now!!
http://photobucket.com/albums/y50/daliciousss/