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[anon_nemo]

Suffice it to say Tanya and I aren't on good terms. It would seem we're not on...speaking terms. As of like, 5 minutes ago. Was it too much to ask why she suddenly and unexpectedly decided there was no way we could possibly ever be in a relationship? Apparently so. Whatever, life life, now that I somewhat understand the situation it's only a

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[dirk27]

but that could change at any minute...

[anon_nemo]

could, but who knows. You forget that I am significantly more stable than she is, and I'm getting sick of her bullshit. If she wants to be with me again she's gonna have to give me some sort of proof that she's not gonna just turn around and fuck me over again, and she said she was tired of having to prove herself to me, so that's probably not gonna happen.

[dirk27]

I was talking about her vocal status with you...but I see your point...yeah...I know she (might have) not intended what she put me through this last week..but yeah...I never wanted to go back to that state of mind...and she did it...quite talented...

[anon_nemo]

oh, the speaking thing, whatever, I could care less. If she offers no reason then what is to say I'll be entirely willing to listen to her if she does decide to attempt to converse with me. (That could've been written in a more concise manner.)

[dirk27]

you ever think it's not about you forgiving her, it's about her forgiving you. From your track record with the fairer gender, i'd say the problem lies with you. How many of your former girlfriends are you still in touch with? one? none? Fairs to say that you should stop blaming your social issues on other people and shape up your own life.

[anon_nemo]

I fully realize that she doesn't want anything to do with me. What you don't realize is how unstable she is. I don't write this for people who don't know me, or for people who don't know her. She could easily change her mind tomorrow and decide that I'm the best thing to ever happen to her, stranger things have happened in the world of Tanya.

I don't expect this to happen, nor do I particularly want it to, I'm just saying that if it did, there's no guarantee that I would forgive her.

As for how many of my former girlfriends I'm still in touch with, strictly speaking that's 1, but that's because Erika doesn't believe that we were a couple...just what we were is then a mystery to me, but not counting her that's a 1/3, counting her that makes an even half. There are a bizarre set of circumstances relating to my situation with Ali, and Tanya just recently decided not to talk to me. I wouldn't say it's such a bad situation.

[dirk27]

who says i don't know both of you?

[anon_nemo]

...I had assumed, my bad. You could be Mike, Krista, Everette, Nate...a few other people are possible, probably, not terribly sure on who they would be though.