WHAT THE FUCK SPOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pardon my french, J. just so angry at the scenario, which is actually a good thing as it means that your writing is incredibly moving.
One of the things about reading comments of others that struck me--I keep looking for someone who gets it, reads and sees something of their own experience in it. But that's a sick and twisted wish, because that would mean they experienced it in the first place. In an ideal world, no one would understand what the fuck I'm writing about. In an ideal world, shit like this wouldn't hit home for anyone.
It's not a 'sick and twisted wish'; it really isn't. We all want someone to undstand, to relate to ourselves. I realize this probably isn't terribly convincing, but I felt it needed to be said anyway.
Personally I couldn't help but think of my therapist explaining to me that depression isn't something you gradually heal from, but more like a cycle. I have never been through an experience like Spock's here, but I could that statement relating to his compromising of his human and Vulcan sides, and how it's affected by external forces. It's a cycle, one he'll have to keep working through if he wants to be truly happy and fulfilled.
Oh Spock. My heart breaks for you. ;o; I have never been through anything as torturous... I can't comprehend the depth... He is trying so hard to supress it just as Jim did with his experience. It's not working for him either. Is is crazy to feel this depth of sorrow for beings who don't exist?
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This hit home in a way I can't (and wouldn't want to) describe in a comment, but I felt it necessary to tell you that it did, indeed, hit home.
Frustratingly beautiful. That's all I can really think of to say.
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One of the things about reading comments of others that struck me--I keep looking for someone who gets it, reads and sees something of their own experience in it. But that's a sick and twisted wish, because that would mean they experienced it in the first place. In an ideal world, no one would understand what the fuck I'm writing about. In an ideal world, shit like this wouldn't hit home for anyone.
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