Jan 14, 2007 17:00
Man. It's like the break never happened. We went straight into the lessons. Now, I have periodicals to look forward to. *smiles sarcastically sugary* What fun... Then after that we have some camping activity. Honestly I wouldn't mind it getting canceled. Yes, I know all seniors go through it; yes, I know camping can be fun and yes, I know it's quite the big event. But *sigh* I guess I've lost any gusto I've had for it...if there was any. I mean I can enjoy camping as much as the next guy but there's so much more than camping that'll go on. We've been having meetings and practicing troop cheers and....Cheers? come on; must we really? Ok so the cheers will help our batch become more 'one' or whatever but it's just aagh....an addition to the list of things I'm needlessly stressing myself over. I know, if it's needless then why am I stressing? because I have to. Normally I would dare not concern myself with such things but my grades are at stake. Yes, my curriculum so commandeth. @#$%!
we seniors (at least those from my school) are a generally tired people.
*sarcastic sugary tone resurfaces* Oh and I just can't wait for the next physics activity. I just know it will bring me tons of sleepless, stressful fun! *expression drops* Eat my shorts (Bart simpson).... I pray, I pray that I graduate in March! PLEASE! For the love of my health and sanity. Oh if a day comes -this school year- that I actually have nothing, as in completely nothing to worry about. As in no homework, no project, no report. As in I can just goof off and do nothing as soon as I get home. I'd probably cry; tears of relief and joy. How I wish..... wish oh so desparately. T_T I feel depressed just thinking about it. About how it may not happen; at leat not 'till I graduate.*sigh*.
Ah grad. I know I'll cry at grad. Not only because I'll miss my friends, but because I'm finally 'free'. Finally free from highschool stress. Ah... the thought already brings tears to my eyes. *double sniff*
Wow. How greatly I owe Arashi. They are what's keeping me from completely losing it. Ah Arashi.....*sigh*. Geez I keep sighing.....
school,
stress,
see,
camping,
graduation