wow, i feel so bad right now
i can't remember when was the last time before this that i've shed a tear. this party bullshit has been stressing me out. i don't wanna do anything, maria almost couldnt make it, 2G cant come cause of his stupid manager, and will's place is no longer available because he already got in trouble by his landlord AND i'm on my fucking period. i'm done, this shit is NOT happening. i'm behind enough on school work just worrying and stressing to get this shit together. the period part has to explain the irrational tears and ridiculous amounts of bummer-ness because it would just be stupid otherwise. i don't wanna do anything but study and workout my birthday 3 day weekend off. catch up in class and my future and get in shape. yep.