Feb 15, 2006 21:25
So awhile back I made the trasition from coffee to tea in an effort to curb my rampant caffiene addiction. It wasn't even so much an addiction as that I had coffee available all the time so I drank it pretty much all the time. I like a good cup of coffee, you know? Coffee is yummy, but addiction is bad. And, yeah, I was addicted. Going without my fix made me feel feel awful so I switched to tea so I wouldn't have to quit my drug, I'd just use a lesser intensity of it. But I do miss coffee. The taste of it. The way a good cup of coffee feels. The smell. Sometimes I miss it so bad that I almost hallucinate the taste. On purpose.
Anyway, my mother got some candy for V-Day from friends or something and she didn't want it. Too much bad calories or something so she gave it to my brother and me. And one of the candies was a chocolate expresso truffle and I think it was real expresso and it was a rather decent piece of chocolate and tasted quite nicely of coffee and I couldn't stop fidgeting and I just figured that out recently. I am very very tired because I caught up early to fill in for a girl at work and zombie-worked and I am tired, but fidgety.
And, now I really, really want some coffee despite the fact that this jittery thing was precisely why I was quitting in the first place. Dammit.