May 31, 2006 22:39
Sometimes...I wish I could just sit back and watch my life happen and not really participate. I get so tired sometimes...literally fatigued, that I have to sit down and take a breath or two before I fall out. My life has been so stop and go that I've hardly had a chance to just relax without having something to do. But you know what? I wouldn't have it any other way. I can remember a time when I didn't have friends (just last year) that I could call to go out with, or when I was just sitting at home with nothing to do but complain. It seems like it was only yesterday. But here I am, with friends and a really good job, an up and coming business...I guess I just need a break every now and then...
Well, this past weekend, my health knocked me down on my butt. I had strep throat (still do), diarrhea, coughing, nasal dripping and congestion, and a constant head pressure that wouldn't let up. Horrible! It started Friday night and is still ongoing. Although the diarrhea has stopped, along with the head pressure, and nasal stuff...my throat is still throbbing. The worst part about it was that this was the first Sunday that I was supposed to sing on front line, but since I got sick, I couldn't do it. Talk about upset! I've been waiting for this moment ever since I knew what a front line was. Nevertheless, I know my time is coming, so I'm not worried. I just had my backup sing for me until I get better.
Anyway, I'm a little tired, so I will go to bed now. I just pray that everyone continues to stay encouraged in God. He is still there. He always has been. Just yield to Him. Love y'all.
~Telly