Feb 13, 2007 00:10
For the last month or so I have felt completely alone; alone in the sense of not having someone to tell all my little emo thoughts to- whether we like to admit it or not we all have them. This has nearly taken me to breaking point as for about the last 4 to 5 years I’ve always had someone there. But I’ve realized that I shouldn’t be upset by the fact that there’s no one there but to be happy that I did have someone there, I know that I’m lucky because a lot of people have had no one their whole adolescents.
Anyway to stop the moppying and shit I’m going to learn to live on my own- I have to it doesn’t seem like a choice anymore. So this entry is for me to look back on and go ‘that’s where it started’, hopefully when I’m looking back it’s because I’ve succeeded and not trying to take it back.