Dec 13, 2006 08:03
it's 3 am.
i have 3 days left at calvin.
i won't see my friends here again for 9 months. some of them never again.
i have never felt so many emotions before. it's incredible. horrifying.
the wind is blowing loudly against the patio doors. i am glad because i want to be like the wind.
time to continue writing my paper. lindsey should be back from printing out papers upstairs soon. i need her here to keep me on track.
the red bull is wearing off.
stop thinking of todd. it'll be over soon. he'd never want to try something as difficult as a long distance relationship with me.
work time.
when's joe stopping by again? joe who has sworn off women. ha.