Remind me never to look at Dan's pictures...
To be a member of the Elite Fighting Drama Force... I wanted that and never got it... I was too young. A year too late.
Do I still want it now? I think so...
and that's a really sad thing to say...
Why the Hell does it matter now? I guess because at one point in my life, I really looked up to those people... they were so cool. And I caught the tail end of it. The very end of it. I got invited to party as a freshman and my mom said no... I think that's where it started. I was the only freshman at the time, really. I had a chance. I wonder how my life would be different if I had made it to Sarah Shaw's party.
Wow, haha... so someone is going to read this and know what I'm talking about and go, "How sad that Mary's such a loser..."
Yeah, go me... "what ifs" are horrible things and should never be considered.
What's my problem.
Holy crap; that was 4 years ago. *smacks self in head*
(Note: JCha loves me. He was more excited than Weldon about me getting a Clemson ticket. So what exactly am I "pining for"? Not a clue... Probably one of the few people out of that group that I would ever see loves me anyway. I guess I just wish that I had those memories, ya know?)
Do I still want it now? I think so...
and that's a really sad thing to say...
Why the Hell does it matter now? I guess because at one point in my life, I really looked up to those people... they were so cool. And I caught the tail end of it. The very end of it. I got invited to party as a freshman and my mom said no... I think that's where it started. I was the only freshman at the time, really. I had a chance. I wonder how my life would be different if I had made it to Sarah Shaw's party.
Wow, haha... so someone is going to read this and know what I'm talking about and go, "How sad that Mary's such a loser..."
Yeah, go me... "what ifs" are horrible things and should never be considered.
What's my problem.
Holy crap; that was 4 years ago. *smacks self in head*
(Note: JCha loves me. He was more excited than Weldon about me getting a Clemson ticket. So what exactly am I "pining for"? Not a clue... Probably one of the few people out of that group that I would ever see loves me anyway. I guess I just wish that I had those memories, ya know?)