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Walking home I saw a television on in someones house. Somehow, that lead to me thinking about how someone in the Shores was having sex right now. That lead to me thinking about whether any teens were having sex right now, which lead to something deeper.
I wondered if any teens were laying in their squeaky white aluminum headboarded bed, asleep in each others after making love, not having sex, all night while their parents were out of town. I couldn't help but smile, I was truly happy for a few seconds. Just the thought of knowing two people were lucky enough to feel the way I once did. It was...mesmerizing.
Then I thought about who that probably was, and how they were probably doing the exact same things we once did. How they were feeling towards each other, the exact same way we once felt towards each other. To know she felt the exact same way towards someone else..... My world shattered.
I wondered if any teens were laying in their squeaky white aluminum headboarded bed, asleep in each others after making love, not having sex, all night while their parents were out of town. I couldn't help but smile, I was truly happy for a few seconds. Just the thought of knowing two people were lucky enough to feel the way I once did. It was...mesmerizing.
Then I thought about who that probably was, and how they were probably doing the exact same things we once did. How they were feeling towards each other, the exact same way we once felt towards each other. To know she felt the exact same way towards someone else..... My world shattered.